Hey Everyone...or in my case...no one.
It's the moderately invisible blog here. You're probably wondering...why the invisible blog? Because. Have you ever felt so strongly about something...but you have never had the stones to post it for fear of backlash...or losing your job...or having people argue with you over how YOU feel? Or worse...them judging you, and putting an unfair label on you. This is the story of my life. I'm a woman of many passions. I have a mish mash of beliefs, opinions, and ideas. I'm not the typical ANYTHING. I'm not the smartest person in the world...but I know I'm not the dumbest. Many think I'm long winded, too idealistic, naive, ignorant and what I have to say has no value. They be right about most of that. And I used to care about what they thought. But I started this blog because I don't care anymore. This space is for me to say whatever the hell I feel like saying. I'm a mother...but that is not what I base my entire identity on. This will not be a "mommy" blog. I'm a spouse...but I never lose myself in a man. This will not be a "Love" blog. I'm a woman of faith...but this will not be a "God blog". Probably no one will care to read it and not many know it's there (hence the name). Some may say that blogging is passive aggressive. Call me a coward if you want. I know words are powerful...its words that start actions...actions of everything from love to war. So why "moderately" invisible? It wasn't enough for me to write. I have to write and know that it's "out there". Like some how I offered it to the world "anonymously". That if some how...some way...my words could inspire good in the world...I have not blogged in vain. No, I don't love the sound of my own voice...but I'm proud of who I am and I'm passionate about what I feel. I trust my instincts but I know that I'm not the end all be all. I'm not always right and I still have a ton to learn. So I'll just have to see how this turns out. One things for sure...things are going to change.
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